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My Stories:

Listed in alphabetical order...
The ratings are either listed next to the title of the fic, if it stays the same throughout the part(s) or if it changes thoughout the parts, it is listed next to those parts of the fic.
Also, my fics don't normally go below the PG range to G because the thoughts provided are much more in depth than I think G allows. But I'm not really sure. None of them are really childish, though ;]

Afloat (Arashi-Ohmiya; R):.
One-shot

After the Storm (Arashi-AibaxOC; PG):.
One-shot

Arashi Wifey Society Meet Their Heroes (Arashi-ArashixOC's; G):.
Everyone :)

Artist's Eyes (Arashi-OhnoxOC; PG):.
One-shot

Between the Lines (Arashi-ShoxOC; G-PG):.
Prologue -- Chapter One -- Chapter Two --- Chapter Three -- Chapter Four -- Chapter Five -- Chapter Six -- Chapter Seven -- Chapter Eight

Birthday Present (Arashi-Ohmiya; NC17):.
One-Shot

Candy Canes (Arashi-OhnoxOC; NC17):.
One-Shot

Christmas Lights (Arashi-Sakuraiba; G):.
One-Shot

Drabbles (Arashi-All; PG-PG13):.
One(5) -- Two(3)

Drunken Nights (Arashi-Sakuraiba; PG13/R):.
Rough/Alternate -- One-Shot

First Dream (Arashi-All; R):.
One-Shot

Home Visit (Arashi-ArashixOC; PG13):.
One-Shot

Inseparable (Arashi-Ohmiya; PG):.
Prologue-Snippets -- Main

Let's Return (Arashi-JunxMaoxSho; PG-PG13):.
Prologue -- Part 1 -- Part 2 -- Part 3

LiVE/EViL (Maou-NarusexSerizawa; PG13):.
One-Shot

Lost (Arashi-NinoxOC; PG):.
Prologue -- Part 1 -- Part 2 -- Part 3 -- Extra (DDR -To the MAX)

Opposite Traction (Arashi-JunxOC; PG13-R):.
Prologue -- Main

Rainbow Sherbet (Arashi-Juntoshi; PG):.
One-Shot

Relax (Arashi-Juntoshi; PG13):.
One-Shot

Secrets & Lies (Arashi-ShoxOC; PG13):.
One-Shot

Security Blanket (Arashi-AibaxOC; PG):.
One-Shot

Shout Out Towards Tomorrow (Arashi-All; G-PG):.
Intro -- Chapter One -- Chapter Two -- Chapter Three -- Chapter Four -- Chapter Five -- Chapter Six -- Chapter Seven

Shower Games (Arashi-NinoxOC; R):.
One-shot

Silver Restraint (Arashi-JunxOC; PG-NC17):.
Prologue -- Main

Snowflake (Arashi-Ohno; PG):.
One-Shot

To Paint Another (Arashi-Ohmiya; PG13):.
Hajime -- Man'naka -- Owari

Why I'm Yours (Arashi- Ohmiya; PG):.
One-Shot

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To my dear Riida, Ohno Satoshi,

I apologize that I cannot do something like a huge picspam on your birthday, I wish I could! But despite that, I hope that you are having a great 49 29th birthday!
I seriously can't believe that you're already almost 30. I mean, look at you! It makes no sense at all! You still have your adorable baby face and your sex god body and your skills!! Seriously, you and your Kazu are like the perfect example that age shouldn't define us haha.
Anyway, I think I may as well just ramble on about how amazing you are. Your dance, your art, your acting, your stage plays, your voice, your expressions, your everything; you are amazing, you are the one, you will live forever. Thank you so much for always being there, for making us laugh and smile. Thank you for aweing us with everything you do. Even if your sleepy, sunburnt, and out of it most of the time... what does it matter? It's who you are and you should be doing what you want. Don't let others tell you who you should be or what you should like or look like. You look amazing with your tan and your happy when you fish! It pleases me to see you happy. Maybe you're even fishing right now. That would be awesome :]
Anyway... I just don't really know what to say. You make me so happy and you're basically just an amazing person. I hope you're having a wonderful day. And hopefully I can finish your real present sometime today, but I don't know. I apologize if I'm late! I'll get it up within this week, though, I promise.

♥Juliane

And HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

My dear Arashi,

Today/tomorrow it is your 10th Anniversary. I congratulate you from the bottom of my heart. From now on, another 10, 20, 30 years from now, thank you. Hopefully you will be with us forever and ever. It would be my greatest wish.
I remember the first time I saw Arashi, or Jun really. It was in Hana Yori Dango. I remember thinking 'Hm, the singers of this theme song are pretty good!' But it took me the whole first season to figure out that it was Matsumoto Jun and his band (or so I thought of it then) that sang it. I was instantly hooked. I looked up the music video of Wish and didn't understand it. Then We Can Make It, Love so Sweet, Happiness, Sakura Sake, and all the others. Because of these songs and these amazing people I was able to pull out of and through so much.

I remember the first time I saw the reai  Arashi. That was when I viewed Aiba's letter. That was the first time that I cried so hard over something that was not related to me in any way at all. I remember sobbing and thinking 'How beautiful. How beautiful his and their tears are.'

Arashi is a great influence to me. I can't believe they've been around for ten years already. They still look so young. I want to say a little something about why I love each member, starting with Sho. (eheh omg I feel like a dork)

Sho, I don't remember when or how or why I fell in love with you so much, but I did. Maybe it was your rap. Maybe it was your fail. Maybe it was your bellybutton ring. Maybe it was your voice... Or maybe it was just all of it together. Even though you fail at a lot of things, especially heights, you make up for it. You're proffessional (like in NYC Yattaman and your Newscasting) and kind and caring for everyone. You're modest beyond belief, and although that frustrates me, I can't help but love you for it. You're lyrics are amazing and your acting as well. Even if you're scared to do soemthing, you'll do it for the sake of others and that is admirable. You are my hero and my idol. I thank you for showing me so many amazing things; you've shown me how people can actually really care for something honestly. I can see it in your eyes. I can see you laugh and cry and even though I can't be with you (and I respect that fact XD) I feel like I understand you somewhat. Your love for Arashi is so strong that you can't explain it, a little like me, but you can do it better. Becuase it's how you truly feel. You will draw out those emotions and feelings into words until everyone fully understands you. Thank you for that peak into yourself. Thank you for  letting us get a glimpse of all of you every so often. I don't know what else to say, I fail XD

Aiba, oh Aiba <3 You sweet little thing you. You are so thoughtful and perverted. You are an idiot genius, though I don't really think you are an idiot. I think you just say things without giving them much thought first. You care for everyone around you and you put their feelings over yours. The one time you showed your feelings so fully, you reached your bandmates hearts and pulled tears from their eyes. That is admirable and amazing. You are a character of all your own, expecially for tying and thinking you can talk to animals. You can sing through your pain and tears and you keep going forward for us despite everything. Thank you for always smiling. Thank you for always bringing a smile to my face. Thank you.

Ohno. You're so quiet. But that's you. You love fishing and art and you're good at it. You're calm but at the same time you bring the tension up with one random, unexpected movement. You are supreme in your talent, in dancing and singing. You sway the listeners hearts with just a few notes, a few swings of your hips. And most of all, even if you don't show it so often, you love Arashi dearly. I can tell. I can see it. You're beautiful calm and random and tired personality... it's all what makes us love you. And even if you sit through a whole episode of Shukudai-kun without so much as uttering a word, we still see you. We still love you. Thank you for everyhing.

Nino, you snarky little magician. You are amazing too. You  hide your feelings and magnify your thoguhts through words autimatically. They always come out sharp and snarky. But you love Arashi. You love them more than you know. We can all see it. We listened to your letter, we hear your modest words. Some of it may just be for show, but we can see it in your sharp eyes. The fact that you hide this is just you. You amazing singer, pianist, song-writer, guitarist, everything. We love it all. And we love how you love Oh-chan. we can see that too, btw ;DD

Finally, Jun. Oh Jun, Jun, Jun. What do I say about you? You've changed so much over these ten years. You've grown far beyond anyone else in my opinion, in everything you do. Singing, acting... everything. You put your soul into it so seriously that it's heart breaking. Despite Ohno's title of 'riida' you are the one to organize and help plan everything. You like control, but you are willing to share it with your friends. You try to be cool, but you get embarrassed easily and are incredibly shy. You won't settle for anything less than you want. You want your answers and you want the right answers. We love you too.

I don't really know what I was saying when typing this XD Just whatever popped into my head. I wish I could write more. But I don't have the right words. It's just... LOVE.

But Arashi as a whole has really grown immensly, even though I've only been with them for a year. I see the old videos and performances and they really are the top, a supreme being.

Now, Arashi on me. Their impact has been great. Without them I'd be so alone. I don't know where I'd be or what I'd be doing. They gave me the chance to make incredible friends and to become part of something so much bigger than myself that it's almost unbearable. But I'll bare with it. I always will. Because Arashi saved me from who I once was, as well as other people who were like me or worse. They gave me a reason to keep going, a reason to wake up in the morning and feel happy. They give me something time smile and laugh about everyday.

I can't thank them enough. It hurts that I can't find the right words. I never can while expressing my inner feelings. They won't come out...

As long as the voices we've exchanged don't disappear,
We can swear to hold on to this love even 100 years from now
And we pray that you'll still be smiling then

They won't disappear. No matter how far we go, they won't. The words that held so much liberation but so much pain that tears fell... it's because of Arashi. Thank you, thank you, thank you. You saved me and continue to save me. I wish I could do something for you. I wish I could return the favor. I wish I could hold your hands instead of imagining it, but I will walk forward with you with that invisible tie in mind.

Thank you, always.

I love you.

And once again, congrats on your tenth anniversary

♥Juju

It's here! xxkonokisekixx and kireiyakusoku have come together in a collaboration to create:

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Natsu no Tobira aka Summer's Door is an ongoing AU Arashi story set in 2004, written by Tsuki (xxkonokisekixx) and Juju (kireiyakusoku). 

Summary: Time is an unfortunate thing. It plays tricks on the mind and traps the body from desired freedom. Freedom is something intangible. But people strive for it no matter how hard or how mind-shattering the journey may be.
So when time and freedom crash down cruelly on these five strangers, they can either create a beautiful dream in the future or implode painfully in the past. Will they be able to face their pasts and act towards a new tomorrow? Each struggles within themselves, unknowing to the meetings, happiness, freedom, strength they may stumble across in the future. 

Chapter One
Chapter Two 
Please join and/or watch us if you're interested! Comments are greatly appreciated and loved!

IJOU~

I know I'm late D: It makes me really sad that I wasn't able to do a post for him on his birthday. And sadder yet that I don't have anything big to post here ;A;
But, anyway, Happy Birthday Jun!!
I hope you have an awesome year. Thanks to you I am into Arashi and my life has been saved. I'm thankful that you were my first ichiban and that you are so amazing. ;DD (He's seen all this in the card I sent him possibly XD)

LOVELOVEFOR YOU~

Ijou~

Hm well, today on Arashi Discovery (which I listened to for the first time today), they played 5x10. And when I was listening, I started to cry. And I'm listening now and tears are already welling up. I can't explain it well because words only come when I'm describing something that doesn't relate to my own feelings, but for example, in this song Arashi's voices are the most comforting.
Sho's voice is the the warm hand that you never want to let go of, the one that will always be there if you feel lonely.
Nino's is the the fresh breeze that rustles your hair, the breeze that makes you close your eyes and feels like a kind carress.
Ohno's is like the comfort of a hug when the tears won't stop.
Aiba's is like that smile of his, the one that makes you want to smile forever.
And Jun's is like the soft drizzle of rain on your back that you walk through with your head up.
When I'm standing alone and feeling like I want to cry, I can feel Ohno's arms around me, Sho's hand holding mine, Aiba smiling warmly in front of me, Nino whispering in my ear telling me it's all ok, and Jun softly, reassuringly patting my back. This song makes me feel all that. I don't want to let it go. That's why the tears fall. This song gave me something that I haven't had in a long time. I can't yet figure out what it is, but I hope to.

These 5 men have saved me, over and over again. And they're thanking us. I want to do something. I want to touch them and reach out to them. I want to help them in the way that they helped me, even though that's very selfish of me. I can't stop the feelings. I know that they will always be here for me when I need them and it's the most amazing feeling. One that I didn't really have until I met them. Their voices envelope me and make me feel like I am in fact somebody.

They are a miracle. They are the storm with lightening and thunder that you want to stare at forever. Simply, they're beautiful and strong. Their voices are strong and powerful and they sing with all their heart. They've saved so many of us. They've made us cry and laugh. And most of all, they gave us the chance to see what kind of friendship lays behind the surface. They gave us a chance to find ourselves with thier music. They've pulled us along with them. And they're so modest about it.

No matter what is said (as Tsuki wrote :]) Arashi is Arashi and I love them just as they are. They can be whatever they want and I will love them. They can do whatever they want and I will love them. Through good and bad I will love them. Just as their songs have been there for me when I was in the worst of ruts, I will follow them. They help me throughout the day; they help me live a life that I will be proud of. I am endlessly thankful.
And I know this is just a song, but it made me realize how thankful I really am. Sorry if it's seen as overreacting...
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On a lighter note, I had a dream with Jun and Aiba in it. Jun was wearing his orange outfit from AAA08 and was at my school for a festival thing, dancing. I was yelling 'I WANT JUN'S CLOTHES!' And then I went into the bathroom and saw Aiba *fails* Ok, ijou :]

Well, I know I said I was gonna do an icon dump, but I kinda obviously failed XD
So, I wanted to talk about AIBA'S NEW DRAMA!!! I'm so excited XD I read the first few chapters of the manga and I think that he will play this character super well. I mean, he smiles in the same way that the character does... I just know he'll be really great, so I'm excited :D
ALL OUR WISHES HAVE COME TRUEEEE!!
Btw, I was dling a video and this is the code that came up XD

Tsd

I'm back! And I brought new stuffs lol
Since it's almost Junjun's bday, a banner:

Junbday09 copy

Sgopicaug09 copy

Aibaaug09vox

IJOU~!